Well, IT was a good day..the day I earned my halo....Pity I lost it.
Yesterday was the day from H***! Not because of anything in particular..it was just one of those days when it was hot (43 degrees C). A house full of teenage girls...so much to do, so little time.
I felt like I had lost control.
So I took some back :(
I didn't complete the daily task list..and said I did :(
I looked at the washing on the line...and left it there :(
I looked at my laptop still on (meant to be off just before The Silence comes home)...and left it on :(
I lied through my teeth that things were done :(
and ...big sigh here...
Distanced like there was no tomorrow and told The Silence that I was fine and not distancing at all :(
Now I have been introduced to loss of privileges...I lost my laptop for 24 hours. Have only just got it back.
And I have been introduced to the soap in the mouth :( :( :(
Also to the biggest spanking in all our weeks of doing DD. The Silence lectured and talked, and whacked until he got through the distancing. This would be a first, where I am quite happy to come out of the cave thank you very very much, and as soon as possible.
It would also be the first time that a spanking has actually got through to me.
Anyway, time for bed now. Way way tired after today's tasks..yesterdays to finish and today's to do as well. And no laptop, so had plenty of time for those 'extra' lessons in obedience and respect.
Not intending to lose the laptop again, or suck soap in a hurry either.
There will be another day that I will be able to earn my halo back...maybe tomorrow? :)